Wow, day 50. Crazy!!! I still have my headache and I'm still feeling miserable. Last night I didn't eat dinner again. I really wanted a peanut butter and jelly sandwich last night and since I couldn't have it, I didn't eat. Well then I had a dream about hot dogs. The first hot dog I had ketchup and relish on it, then I had another hot dog with ketchup, relish and peanut butter and grape jelly on it. If you ask me, it's bad when I start dreaming about hot dogs with peanut butter and jelly on them.
I was supposed to have an appointment on Saturday, but I called and moved it up to today. I think I want to start a break now, I want to eat. Maybe if I start now I will have better luck maintaining while we are on our honeymoon. Then I will start back on the program after we get back and go another 5-9 weeks. Part of me is scared to stop now, but I haven't really lost anything in over 2 weeks and I've been miserable the last two weeks. So it's time for a change - I think. My last injection was on Tuesday night, so that means it's almost time for me to up my calories and fat. Woo hoo - cheese, nuts, milk and yogurt - here I come!!!! :) I know it's the little things that make me happy. Ooh and pork! Now hopefully the nurse will agree with me.
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