No shot today. I get to weigh myself tomorrow. I can't wait, but at the same time I'm nervous. I keep thinking, "what if I haven't lost anything?", "what if I'm disappointed with the number on the scale?" I told my husband this yesterday and he told me not to worry about it because I'm doing so well with the diet. But it's hard not to worry about it.
Last night I didn't get home till almost 6:00 and we needed to get the kids dinner and then go to Costco before the pharmacy closed. So we got the kids and my husband subway, while they ate that I ate 3 strawberries, (they are big strawberries) I didn't really have time to cook anything. I was just amazed at the fact that I was hungry and 3 strawberries filled me up and I was satisfied until after 8:00 when I finally got to make my dinner. I didn't eat much though, about 3 oz of steak and some grape tomatoes. This morning I was more hungry and earlier than I have been. I had my shake and some strawberries and I feel great. I just wish I could eat something other than meat for my protein right now. Meat is just so unappealing.
It's freezing in my office this morning, so I'm drinking some green tea to warm up. I hope it works. I have on a long sleeve t-shirt, a long sleeve button up shirt, a half sleeve sweater and a jacket and I'm still cold. My rings are getting annoyingly too big. Not to the point where they need to be sized because they will fall off, but they are constantly moving around on my finger. I have 3 rings in my wedding set, two wedding bands that go on each side of my engagement ring. I'm planning on having them soldered together, but not until I have lost my weight so I can have them sized at the same time. The 2 wedding bands have stones on them, 4 pink sapphires and 4 diamonds on each, it's really annoying because they are constantly turned so the stones are underneath my finger and just the gold band is on top, and then my engagement ring constantly turns like that too so the stone in under and the band it on top. Very annoying. But I know I should be happy because it means things are happening.
Tomorrow is also measuring day, so we will see where I am losing. This may sound weird, but I noticed that my shoes that I'm wearing today are looser. A friend gave them to me and when I first tried to wear them they were so tight, so they have sat in my closet. After I lost about 40lbs on my own, I started wearing them occasionally, but they were still a little tight, and now they are super loose and comfortable. It will be so fun to buy all new everything, new shoes and new clothes. I also noticed today that the jeans I'm wearing are a little looser. I bought them a couple weeks ago and they were a little tight, not unbearable. But I had the whole muffin top going on. (Well, I had the muffin top going on even on pants that are really loose.) Today, the jeans are loose around my waist and no muffin top going on. That makes me so happy. My husband also told me that he has noticed a difference this week. He said he's noticing it in my face and midsection and from behind I'm looking thinner. That makes me so happy. Especially since I've been so strict to this program. Can't wait to see what tomorrow brings.
I'm going to post this now, I may post more later as the day goes on……
Ok, I'm excited, so I had to post more. I've been complaining about not being able to eat my protein, and getting tired of eating meat right now, I just called the clinic and they told me I can have another shake during the day and I can also add egg whites to it to give me more protein and take a break off the meat for the week. Yay!!!! I'm so happy.
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